Music is a crazy thing. Sometimes I come across certain songs that either put me in a good mood or bring me back to some bad times. Not that I feel bad or anything just that it reminds me of those times. Back when I was really depressed this song kinda resinated within me for a long time. It kinda has this sound of sadness and anger to it..basically how I felt. Sometimes I look back to those days and think of how crazy it was to have been in that state of mind. Thinking I would never be able to crawl out of that hole of depression and anger. Trying to think of where the hell my mind was..how’d I end up in such a dark place..and how’d I end up getting out? At times I feel like I’m still standing on the edge..hoping no one pushes me back in. I know I’ve grown to be a stronger person..climbing out of that hole in my mind was one hell of a workout. It’s scary to think of where I was..the bad habits I had started and the person I was slowly becoming. I’m glad I had friends there to lend me a helping hand. I don’t know where I could’ve been without the help. Just some late night thoughts. I’ve come a long way and I’m pretty thankful for where I’m at in life right now…not big on posting lots of personal posts..I’m bad at talking about this stuff.
